An Old Question


Homeless.
Shelterless.
A man
          with no refuge.
A refuse
            of society.
A hapless
    unfortunate byproduct
                                     of a deluge of disappointments
                                                                                  of all sorts
                                                                                          and sizes.
A destitute man.
A social clown -
                        ridiculed,
                        mocked,
                        stepped upon,
                        pushed under,
                        buried
                                  in the dark recesses
                                                               of an unforgiving
                                                                        uncomprehending mind.

Is this who I am?
Is this all I could ever be?
Who am I?
Who am I, really?



Summer 1996